AE-Allen

The tower was quiet. Tony is at some party, Natasha is practicing with Clint, and Thor is god knows where eating pop tarts. And I’m here, alone in the tower, eating. Because that’s the only thing I can do. Eat. I don’t want it, but I somehow must. It’s unnatural, the urge to stuff myself with food. But at least I’m alone, so no one can judge me. I open another pack of cookies, even though I don’t want to. I already had so much food. My heart is racing and my veins are visible through the skin on my hands, but I don’t care. My stomach is literally about to explode, but I don’t care. I need to ea

I have some great news! Oh, I am so excited and I cannot wait to share it with you – I am almost fit to burst. Firstly, Móðir and Elrond came back from their tour and our reunion was incredible. Móðir and I cried and cried with happiness and it was so joyful and made me realise what I have been missing out on. You see, I have been so caught up with strange situations and being at the mercy of a powerful God and his whims for so long, I have simply forgotten what ‘normal’ life is. Yet the last week or so here is reintroducing me to just that: a normal life, with the people I love and with good friends arou